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.​.​.​and the smile was on the crocodile (live)

by The Seasons In Shorthand

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1.
Communion 02:49
Made a deal with the devil at the foot of my bed She promised me I’d forget Everything I said I did Broken promises and broken bread And there in communion She shackled my wrists and she forked my tongue She declared my heart a gun For the absent father and the lonely son I felt the poison turn my blood As the nails in my hands turned to rust We threw away the filling and we ate the crust A need, no faith, no love And it’s all so typical So typically me I am oh so typical So typically weak I made a deal with the devil, I sold my will For a broken spirit and a sleeping pill And she took my name and she made me ill As I offered up my blood to spill And there in communion She took my trinity and made it one My ego came undone With the buckle of my belt and the web I’d spun No will, no faith, no love I need no faith, no love And it’s all so typical So typically me I am oh so typical So typically weak Now here I am in the aftermath And I’m happy in my sadness Here I am in aftershock Happy and weak But I’m happy Cosy in the swelling heat Of the fires the engulf my feet Cosy in my swelling need Memories of remedies L. Switzer
2.
I’ve got bruises on my fingers From using your old typewriter There’s so many missing letters That I can’t say exactly what I… Think about the winter I just come off sounding bitter You know I never had the answers I could have used some help In a farmhouse under snow My breath heats the window I got out of bed because I heard an engine starting up I’ve got a good imagination But no sense of reality I’ve got bags under my eyes because The late nights are stacking up The stitch is coming undone And I can’t say exactly why I… Love the sound of spiders They creep behind the bedroom mirror If I could think clearer I would be afraid I see the dust from the gravel Every time I close my eyes I’m looking down on the garden Where my sunflowers died
3.
I want to be a hashtag In your Instagram summer No one will get it But it will be your favourite picture You slipped through the rain Like an Indian summer Shocking the system I watched as the trees shrugged their shoulders So what am I supposed to do with you or myself? I’ve got so much time on my hands That every day feels like a rerun And I’m looking back through notebooks Reliving sad songs Trying to find out if you made difference I want to be a footnote In your dissertation I’ll be the research A study in infatuation Will this autumn be proud Of our graduation? The summer stripped naked The beauty of alienation So what am I supposed to do with you or myself? I’ve got so much time on my hands Every second glance feels like a rerun I’m looking back through notebooks Reliving sad songs Trying to find out if you made difference And I’m checking in at Heathrow Watching the planes go But my final boarding call That was an hour ago L. Switzer
4.
t's easy to take short distances for granted I've got friends in London I never visit I saw more of Andy when he moved to America And now he's back I hope I don't make the same mistakes I tried to put my college life behind me I threw out relationships like failed exams Pally keeps saying I should go and stay in Brighton But I'm scared that if I do that I may never come back I was the only one who stayed So why do I feel so distant? This town's just the same But somehow it all looks so different My friends never came home from university I lost 3 years in some fucking factory I only need to spend 5 minutes with Olly And my inspiration all comes flooding back to me Now I miss the summers that actually felt warmer Long before my life divided into financial quarters Karen and I thought in each other's voices I've still got that letter from Australia I'm not afraid of change Just mindful of new beginnings With every step you take You should fear all you might be leaving So I'm taking Hannah on a drive down to Brighton And don't you worry London, Alex and I are coming So Pally can tell me that I (like) talk too American And Claire can tell us that we haven't changed a bit I was the only one who stayed So why do I feel so distant? This town's just the same But somehow it all looks so different L. Switzer
5.
Chain smoker 03:13
Chimney Charlie, chain smoker Paid tax ‘til his back was broken Face redder than the Coca-Cola Can you tell the boys that the factory’s closing Poor foreman, worse father Lost his job and found the online poker When chips are down he’s bitter like vinegar Bitter like the poison that breeds the anger Suzie Tuesday works for the government Once a month he lies, he says he still applies He says he tries but it’s doctor’s orders Benefits rise as the tale gets taller You know your girl Sam? You’d better call her She knows CPR and he’s fallen Left the skin from his face on the corner Run back to the bar and try to find his daughter Ambulance siren, a diving bell Open back gown in a sterile hell Going home tonight’s gonna be a hard sale To his numb legs let alone anyone else So last call Charlie, first for last orders Wishes he’d learned to talk to his son Wishes this fucking Friday was done He can’t believe that it’s worse than the last one Daughter Amy, growing lately Growing pains in the next room waiting Visiting hours are no to maybe … catch a glimpse before his temperature’s taken Doesn’t wanna speak, not to that prick Just wants to check that he’s not smoking Next of kin, you must be joking Just a meal ticket and a drinking companion Fluorescent white light, tunnel vision Trying to remember how to be forgiven It’s something about paying a penance But Charlie doesn’t have change for the bus We change our clothes but our souls still rust Hide from the cold, but we still freeze up They might call it an uppercut But it’s down you go not up Chimney Charlie, chain smoker Paid tax ‘til his back was broken Face redder than the Coca-Cola Can you tell the boys that the factory’s closing Poor foreman, worse father Lost his job and found the online poker When chips are down he’s bitter like vinegar Bitter like the poison that breeds the anger Bitter like the poison Son Andy, quiet man’s thinker Safely estranged from the social drinkers Deadbeat dad and a counterfeit sister Didn’t even sense the flatline L. Switzer
6.
The sun leads the hymn As the riverside memorial sings The remembrance Sunday service And the oars rise and sink Barely splashing As the boats go racing Under the bridge To the decks of the club Still heavy from the flood But drying in the warm summer sun That’s where I cut my hand On some carelessly discarded can Where the underage drinkers hang And the drops of blood ran As only they can And I watched them crash land On my double-spaced pad They sign off each verse Summoning the demons That live between each of my words Today is my friend’s birthday But I’m not at the party I’m down by the river Staring at the water There’s a boy locked inside With a face just like mine But his flows and it twists I’m so jealous of it Because mine is constant It just is what it is A plastic bag floats A past life’s expressionless ghost And I wish time was recyclable Just like my old clothes Shoes without soles I could just let them go To a new home Maybe buy them back again As something different Like a note from an absent parent There’s this girl I’ve been watching A little too often She reminds me of an actress I can’t think what her name is She sits and she reads Under the tree amongst the leaves I don’t know what she’s reading Because her book is transparent Like her delicate skin She never leaves, she never really is Life comes in phases And memorable phrases That fill up the spaces Between what was and what is The ghosts that exist Are the ones created From a need to recapture something L. Switzer

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Recorded live at The Cellar Bar in Bracknell by Al Heslop. All songs written and performed (badly) by Lee Switzer.

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released October 9, 2013

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